Thursday, September 29, 2005

is it a luxury to be able to haf so much time to blog
or is it a telling sign that in log, people are alot more efficient than in combat


i found a diamond at 9:43 PM




tis week is officially the most uneventful week ever of my ns life...

i hope my hp will vibrate for the correct reason


i found a diamond at 7:14 PM


Sunday, September 25, 2005

在文字里所表达的思念
也无法让我们重来一遍


i found a diamond at 6:05 PM


Thursday, September 22, 2005

whenever i have more than abit of free time
it will just trigger off.
not literally, and not meant to be a pun(for those who get what i dont mean)

this morning while i was half awake in the vehicle, my mood, influenced by a combination of a sappy song and a lack of slp thus a feeling of surreality, led me to be reminded of some stuff. dramatic.
for one, i didnt know what made me walk into a sea of beige while i was the only one wearing grey.

shall stop here before this post gets illegible.


i found a diamond at 11:33 PM


Saturday, September 17, 2005

a quick one
going out to jp now!
and i cant go to the mooncake thing
sry sry sry

dono what i shud do tml

y all policemen are police officers
but not all army men are army officers leh?

random again

aiite im running late


i found a diamond at 2:58 PM


Thursday, September 15, 2005

mr $ took urgent leave today again!
and i did literally nothing
other than walking around to fotostat jas' ic and blabla
spent the rest of the day listening her tok to mi abt her past experiences wif her bfs
made me learn quite alot sia
the way she does stuff reminds me of miself too
quite evil at times
which is no gd
hope whoever my gf is nxt time hor,
i wun treat her lidat...

then spent the rest of the day dozing off
siala...seldom have these kinda days man
tml $ is gna be MIA again
going to mandai..
and weekends will be here!!!

...
army life is so boring
ippt oso gold liao
marksman oso liao
spec soon liao
no more aims in ns liao..............

its time for more tricks man..
*looks up my own sleeve*
still got some left..
heh


i found a diamond at 5:57 PM


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

pardon me..very random this time.

jiaxuan's bit of cynicism just saved me from a mood swing
gota say thanks to him man...
today was quite sian
mr $$ went off at 11 (!?!?!!??)
left me and jasmine
...........
actualli oni 2 of us oso quite gd la
hahaha
but still.....

i hope to go this saturday
but i will only go if the cause of my hope to go is not going
how ironic
and badly phrased
hahahaa

i am starting to miss some of my friends quite badly

i walked home today

i want to sleep early but i dont want to miss the night

i want to eat cheesedale cheese tts fresh from the fridge

very random...


i found a diamond at 8:44 PM


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

wow.


i found a diamond at 6:12 PM




read huiru's blog today..
been quite awhile since i last visited?
its time to come clean with parts of me..
no more 'that person's here and there
coz there isnt anymore awkwardness on my side
but seems tt she still hates me..
frm what she writes
maybe i bhb la
but if she still got read my blog and gave a reply
with an attempt to make me feel bad
i already happy enough liao
at least she still bothers to read about me
perhaps in a bad way
perhaps she wants to see my downfall some day
yes i agree im not worth it...
and for all i know, she may not be talking about me at all
hurhurhur
not that it matters
im true to myself and am happy for it
i hurt people and i learn how not to in the future
sorry sorry sorry
its time to move on with life, for you and i

jz in case u blogders are wondering,
im just giving a proper closure to the shit i left behind
tts all

am feeling so high
coz i met an angel tonight



i found a diamond at 12:38 AM


Thursday, September 08, 2005

FK SIA
30 mins ago, i picked up a fone call.
i thought it was my sis, but it wasnt her number
so i tot it was cher
then she asked me out and i said ok
then i asked who it is
then OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ok la not like she's frm planet of the apes
but ill rather spend my day with other homies
nth beats a good afternoon wif a gd fren
back to the topic..
FK SIAAAAAAA

nothing beats having a break like this
as yiuyan puts it,
the weird feeling is realli sth to be treasured
last time ill be thinking of hw to put my free days to gd use
maybe to sort out jumbled up emotions?
to clear up the mess between me and some old friend?
or maybe just the plain ol boy girl problem
and boy isnt it old enough...
HOWEVER,
stoning might be the best option!
a break full of dota, sushi, green tea, ktv
is a fruitful enough break indeed

used to think that it doesnt help when i dont tink about one problem
never thought that when time passes and i look back, it may not be a prob in the first place
or perhaps i still dun haf the courage to solve it? blah...
feel quite sorry for things that i have done to a few peeps.
dun think she will be reading this anymore but
im qte regretful of what i did to you
huiru
that name used to ring ever so often in my hp
how it all ended coz of us being us
our friendship headed the wrong way
its my fault = /
ure alot better as a normal friend
no matter what happened later on
and how you've changed
coz how what i did
ill remember the you who was funny and cheery
if one day you will forgive me
juz drop a msg here eh

and there are a few other names that i wouldnt wna mention
coz my MOOD is starting to fade away..hahahaha

ive changed since then, for the better or worse i dont know
but at least i wont do the same kind of hurt again..
maybe a worse one? from a pessimistic pov...

and that sums up my thoughts for the moment
three more days!


i found a diamond at 10:34 PM


Sunday, September 04, 2005

now im just blogging to keep track of the flow of time
nothing much to write about these days
its more interesting to see the day intervals btw the days i blog
time passes faster this way..


i found a diamond at 8:44 AM